Monday, January 19, 2026

the last coyote



 
I think this font I'm using here is my favorite of the ones I've run across casually for a while, Archivo Black...sort of boldly and emphatically saying, "this comes from the heart." I find myself being very self absorbed lately, so much so that the comings and going in my life are off in the background of this reality. I wish Morpheus would offer me a choice of pills as he did Neo, so I could see the world as it really is. My health insurance is not wanting to pay for the one pharmaceutical that has really paid off for me in the last year and a half. Adapt and survive.


Not jumping the fuzz in this video, although, dude did get a good wammo to the noggin there, the real story of couse, is the quality of that fucking door...old school craftsmanship...hahah.


I know, but take the Bern or leave him, the Bernie Bobblehead is worth a smile. Feels like there's not a whole lot to smile at. Jesus' teaching in one phrase, "Don't be an asshole." Consider this a mass grave of regret...I'm sorry if I was ever an asshole to you.


Rotterdam Terror Core doing what they do quite well. Having nothing to do with anything, in closing...
Rotterdam!
HOO-LI-GAN!!!
 

Monday, December 29, 2025

mo(u)rning


What an end to what has been a pretty crappy year altogether. It's been a sad month with not much to grin at. Sort of a survival mode kind of thing. Uncomfortably numb. A couple people fewer to confide in now and my cat Bandit did not survive the year, so the world has become a lonelier place. Moving into next year, it's already looking like there's going to be some challenges but that's not unusual, gonna have to rely heavily on the ketamine whatever...

I do what I can
About what I can
Hell in a handbasket
Then so be it
Me in this world
They worry about them
Smell like a flower
Or like fucking shit

This is it
The ketamine whatever
Stand or sit
The ketamine whatever
This is it
The ketamine whatever
Danced in a pit
The ketamine whatever

Darkness is real
A lunatic appeal
Nothing to steal
What’s the deal
Grasp at straws
Anything or nothing
Better than worst
New way to feel

This is it
The ketamine whatever
Spit and shit
The ketamine whatever
This is it
The ketamine whatever
A candle lit
The ketamine whatever

A healthy evolution
To make a contribution
Heartfelt absolution
Natural retribution


A little lo-fi primitive raw black metal to end a year which, in the end, feels like one to mourn...that's one fucking thing I'm good at, is mourning...hahah!

En mørklagt sti - slynger seg - innover mot - den svarte ås
Der jeg igjen - skal føle denne lyst
Der jeg igjen - begår denne dåd
Fører meg dithen - hvor timene står stille
Tar meg med -  dit hvor årene går

Her har prest - og menigmann - stått den store - den store prøve
Her jeg igjen skal føle denne lyst 
Her jeg igjen - begår denne dåd
Stien går hit - hvor timene står stille
Stien tar meg med - dit hvor årene går

Jeg bygger her - et monument - her skal - neste døde råtne
Her jeg igjen - skal føle denne lyst
Her jeg igjen - begår denne dåd
Stien går dit - hvor timene står stille
Tar meg med - dit hvor årene går
Årene går 
Årene går
Årene går


Just to nail home that sense of something lost but not forgotten, mistakes made, lessons learned, with some more lo-fi primitive raw black metal...


Dixie Dave of Weedeater gives us an interesting summary of 2025.


I can almost guarantee that the above artists were influenced by Discharge...

And now the end, the end is near
It's time to say, say our last Goodbyes

It's doomsday, doomsday
Doomsday, doomsday
It's doomsday, doomsday
Doomsday, doomsday

Is it reality or just a nightmare?
Nightmare, nightmare

It's doomsday, doomsday
Doomsday, doomsday
It's doomsday, doomsday
Doomsday, doomsday

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
No escape, no escape

It's doomsday, doomsday
Doomsday, doomsday
It's doomsday, doomsday
Doomsday, doomsday

Is it reality or just a nightmare?
Nightmare, nightmare






Sunday, November 30, 2025

the new (old) normal

 

...is normal just the way we apothetically allow things to be? I like this client I work with...when you ask him a question he's not really interested in, he simple says, in a monotone voice, "I don't know." He says this a lot! Normal, on thankful feast day for this old fuck, is eating a plate or two full of food followed by a 1-2 nap/digestion session, observed by the great grandson.



This Antiseen song has come back in the now spinning rotation. A great intro on a mix tape I just finished called, No Duds MiX.




Some hubcap art done by my old high school chum Stovepipe...fucking amazing stuff this guy puts out there! Just three favorites, of hundreds he's done over the years.


So, while that was playing I got sidetracked and you tube played the next one in the algorhythmic slot. Why not, the Lunachicks were bad ass and this was their hit for me. I guess knowing who Jan Brady was might not be common anymore. 



19 fucking 82 man! This was pretty much it for these guys as far as my taste goes. I respect the hell out of them for being able to stay alive and thrive, but this album and perhaps the Back to the Known 12" are when I enthralled by Bad Religion. God in government is an ancient technique to further enslave that, of course, is still a common thing.


Anybody like The Jam? I've got this 7 lot set up at Ebay. So far no takers. I think it's this bit of info I include on my Ebay listings...
"Smoker w/ Pets...If you are an overly sensitive, delicate type of person do not buy please go elsewhere (thx)
All records in VG+/VG+ condition
Not play tested or cleaned/visual inspection only
I get to the post office when work permits
Get in touch if you would like more information
I have bills to pay and you want to listen to some good music...
Ask questions BEFORE you buy
Make this a win/win, please communicate...thank you!"


One of The Jam's many hits from back in the day. The mod scene was an interesting one, best defined by customized Vespa scooters, in my mind.


Well fuckin' 'eh! A first in 20 years of blogging about the infinity that is music, sound. I'm not sure what this is called other than a DJ doing his thing on the turntables, which goes back several decades to the beginnings of hip-hop. This is the 3rd place dude! WTF! This guy nails it for me between the 3:10 mark, up to around 4:30. 
2025 


A tall glass of water and a wide cup of coffee to all y'all! Just cuz sometimes life doesn't float my boat doesn't mean that I don't always wish my loved ones happiness and success!